OLE' GIRL

O.K. O.K.

2006-03-14T21:44:00.000-05:00

O.K. I typed something so R&R can quit bugging me! (Ryan&Russell).
I cant help it if I never get out of the house and dont have anything to Blog about.
Tomorrows post.... A day with Ginger...My Puppy!
Love Ya.

We Are Back (For Good)

2005-12-02T16:21:00.000-05:00

Hey everyone, Did you miss us? I know you did. We sure missed all of you! As everyone knows this has been A hard month for my family and myself. So much has happened the last month, it seems like I don't know if I am coming or going most of the time. I of course have mixed feelings about coming back to Michigan, Don't get me wrong I am glad to be back,but all,and all,I miss home. Mostly all the mountains and of course all of my family. I also realized that I have A wonderful family here. So, in time I will be fine. Jay and I have decided that it may be best for me to wait till the first of the year to go back to work. That way I can just relax. I don't even know how to relax. It will give me time to rest and get through the Holiday's. Right now I don't know what the best thing for me to do is. Part of me wants to go back to work right now,and part of me doesn't. I don't even have A job to go back to, plus Adam, will be out of school for Christmas break soon and we don't have anyone to watch him over the break. So, I guess I will just stay home. Adam, also likes it when I am home when he comes in from school. So, has everyone gotten there Christmas tree up yet? We haven't. I hope to get it up this weekend. Ever since I have gotten home I have been cleaning. I still have A few more little things to clean before I am ready to put the tree up. I guess I'll go for now. It is really nice to be back home with you all. Love ya!!!

Back to work

2005-10-11T07:10:00.000-04:00

I finally, get to go to work today. I wont know how to act. I haven't been to work in since last Wednesday. At least I am well rested. I just pray for God to help me through the next 3 days. I know he will. I have a question. Was it Samson who lost the battle because of his long beautiful hair? Sometimes I get confused. I am learning more and more everyday that I read. I know he cut his hair and lost all his power and the Philistines gouged out his eyes and took him down to Gaza,but in the end he won ,because Samson prayed to the Lord Judges 16:28-30 He said "O sovereign Lord,remember me. O God, please straighten me just once more, and let me with one blow get revenge on the Philistines for my two eyes. Then Samson reached out to the two pillars central pillars bracing himself against them, his right hand on one his left hand on the other,Samson said let me die with the Philistines! Then he pushed with all his might and down came the temple on the ruler and the people in it. Samson killed many more when he died than when he lived . So, that makes me think it was Samson,I could be wrong am I ? If I am what is the right answer? Or better yet don't tell me just give me a hint where I can find the right answer myself. My Aunt called me last night to check on me about my smoking,and ask me the question? She said it is in the Old Testament. I read, and, read that is what I came up with. So someone, Please! Help guide me in the right direction where I can find the answer if I am wrong. Love Ya!!!

Well I was right.

2005-10-09T23:19:00.000-04:00

Today I went to my work to get my new hours for next week. Now I'm down to 3 days. I need a new job so bad. I guess I better be thankful that I have a job. Its kind of hard to go somewhere that you don't really want to go,but you have to. Do you know what I mean? I am going to keep looking for a new job. Until I find one I will stay at this one. That is the smart thing to do. At least I bring in a little money,and I am going to have to drop my Health Ins. For my check to be a little bigger. What to do,What to do? It seems like everyone is kinda haveing hard times right now. We just need to keep eachother in prayer. I pray for all of you all the time. In time everything will work out for the best. As for my smoking, I am doing better at the quitting thing right now. I can't quit cold turkey. I found that out today,but I have cut down a lot. It is just going to take me some time. I will get through this one way or another. I have the will I just need a little more of the power. I will get it. That is what I keep telling myself.I do have faith that I will make it through this.LOVE YA!!!

Had enough!!!

2005-10-06T15:30:00.000-04:00

Well, I went to Country Market today to turn in my application. The Store director told me that he would look it over . So, then I went to Tim Hortons to get a application there. I just picked it up so that Jay could get home and get to bed . He had been up all night working at his new job. Then when I got home he went to bed, I was supposed to go to work at that place that I work at but don't like and have to make myself go there. Today, after the way I was treated yesterday I just couldn't make myself go anymore. I called in. I just don't understand why, Some people are the way they are. {For example} Yesterday, I told Dayna the Deli Manager that I couldn't be at work till 7:30 a.m. on Mondays anymore because of Jays new job. We have Adam, I'm not leaving him home alone. Danya, said go home and talk to Jay and give me a call. So I did. I talked to Jay there is noway I can be at work until 7:30a.m. Then I called her and told her and she got very nasty and said Thanks a lot Christina you really put me in a bad position and hung up on me. Then also that afternoon at work my Meat Manager wouldn't even acconolge I was even there sitting at the picnic table with him. I was talking to him but he wasn't answering. I don't get it . I cant take working there anymore! They treat there employees like Doo Doo! And, I'm not Doo Doo! So, I am looking for another job.LOVE YA!!! There is more to this but I would be here typing all day!

Sorry I have failed!!!

2005-10-04T17:58:00.000-04:00

Well, I had my first smoke today,then a while later I had another and so on and so forth. I have failed. I have let Satin in once again. It's all my fault to, not my husbands, I made it 5 day's without one. Please don't blame my Husband for my not quitting. This is my own battle. It is up to me and only me. I have to try that much harder. The thing is I don't know what it is going to take. Is it going to take myself getting cancer or my Husband getting cancer. I really don't know how to kick this nasty habit. That is what it is to a NASTY HABIT!!! I feel so bad because I know everyone has been praying over me about this. I thank you for trying. I guess Satin has got his one thing with me. I need to get it in my head that I will make it without a smoke. I have for five day's you would think that the hard part would be over. I feel so ashamed of myself for letting every one down, but most of all for letting Satin have his way with me. I need to trust in God for me to make it. It is just so hard to quit don't know what to say. I have no excuses. Sorry for letting everyone down. Love YA !!!

Hangin on!

2005-10-03T02:24:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone it's me the one who stays up all night,and all day. I just can't rest for nothing. This not smoking thing is an awesome thing but the withdraw is for the birds. I haven't had a good night sleep in I couldn't even tell you. I don't remember myself. I just take little cat naps here and there. I WILL NOT GIVE UP AND SMOKE!!! I will not let myself fail now. I also want to say Thanks again for all the support everyone has shown me. I Love you all very much. I am sitting here at 2:16 a.m. eating a strawberry poptart {yum YUM} It is so good. I don't know what I will eat next. I need to find something to do with my hands. LOVE YA!

Update on MUFFIN !!

2005-10-01T03:18:00.000-04:00

Muffin, the stuffed dog that Adam, gave me as I went through my pulling teeth yesterday is doing well. She may be a little matted up from all the twisting of her poor, poor, body She did not loose a head or paw or anything like that,Not to say that before this is over she might, because, I am also quitting smoking at the sametime. So I am I guess going though withdraw right now. I am doing well. I have had a few urges, but God has helped me through them. As, for Jay, I don't know if he is going to quit or not.Whatever he decides I will Love him !! So, if Muffin, makes it till Sunday, I will bring her for everyone to meet. LOVE YA! GOD , has really Blessed me this week. I just want to say THANK YOU to GOD. THANK YOU GOD! AMEN!!

Thanks !!!!!

2005-09-30T16:27:00.000-04:00

Thank you everyone for all the support that you have shown me today. I especially would like to thank ,Donna,Bob,Vera, Doug, for all the phone call's that I received. And as for Tonya Thank you for sitting there for about 2 hours and being with me through it all. Tom Thanks for helping me to go get my medicine and for talking to me . Everyone else I also thank you for being such a loving Church family. I just Love all of you!! LOVE YA!!
I hope I spelled everything right, and the next few day's go very smooth. Last but not least I want to Thank the lord for holding my hand through it all. God you are so awesome. Amen. If I didn't menchin your name I am sorry I Thank Everyone. This has been a very very hard day for me. LOVE YA!

Today is the Day for the Pain!!!!

2005-09-30T04:44:00.000-04:00

I tried to get a good night sleep,didn't work. Here I am up at 4:20 Blogging a post. I have my tooth out today. I'm so nervous, I just don't want to be sick like last time. Everybody, knows that I can't afford to loose anymore weight. I just started gaining it back. Last time I had this done I couldn't eat for a week,it just made me that much sicker. So, please think of me at 11:15 today when I will be gripping the seat, and Muffin. Muffin is a stuffed dog that Adam gave me last night to help me through the day. He can be just so sweet, sometimes. He also is a awesome Middle Guard!! His game is this Saturday at 10:15 a.m. if anyone wants to come. Please pray for me this morning as I will be sweating and crying .LOVE YA!!!! GOD, PLEASE HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS.

More Pain!!!

2005-09-29T17:22:00.000-04:00

Tomorrow I have to have my other wisdom tooth out. I Know what they are going to do. That is what scares me. I had soooooooooo much trouble the last time. I am feeling a little scared. Make that a lot scared! So could everyone just pray that everything goes well for me tomorrow at 11:15 a.m. Love ya!

Another start to a busy week!!

2005-09-27T09:27:00.000-04:00

I made it through the worst part of my week. I just don't like Monday's. I have to do the managers job in the Deli. I don't like it at all. Every Monday, I have to pray for God to help me through. He always helps me. I always make one way or another. I just trust in him! It feels good to know that he is always there for me anytime that I need him. Now, it will take me the rest of the week to recover from yesterday,but that is ok God is with me the whole way. I just want to give praise to God for all that he has done for me,and my family. Thank you God! Love ya!

I was right it was a great weekend!

2005-09-25T19:27:00.000-04:00

This weekend, we had the Clinton Fall Festival. That is usually one of the thing's we do this time of year. This year, I didn't even make it downtown to the festival. I had to much other stuff going on. On Friday I just stayed home and got some rest,on Saturday it was a awesome day we went to Sauder Village in Ohio,and had lunch at the Barn,by the time we got back it was almost time for Adam's football game. So, I just got him dressed for the game and rested from our wonderful trip. He won his game. It was so awesome,I think I get more excited that he does. Then Sunday today we went to church,and then Seen the parade that we have every year. It wasn't as big as usual because of the rain, but Adam still enjoyed it. After that I went to see my friend, she needs prayer. Her name is Leann. If everyone could just pray that she gets her life on the right track. I would be so Thankful. Also pray for her daughter Alexis she's only 7. So, that was my weekend. How was everyone else's weekend? Love ya!

This is going to be another great weekend!

2005-09-23T10:32:00.000-04:00

I have finally got Adam feeling better. We are going to watch the parade today, what fun he just loves it. Then tomorrow we have the trip to Sauder Village. I am really looking forward to that. I can just taste to apple butter yum. After the trip to Sauder Village, Adam has a football game, at 5:00 p.m. at the High School field if anyone would like to come. He wanted me to ask everyone. So if you can make it Please come. Then of course my favorite day of the week Sunday. I get to go see everybody at Church. What a great weekend! I feel so blessed. Love Ya!

And So Here Comes The Sickness!!

2005-09-22T05:23:00.000-04:00

As everybody knows school is back in session, and it is getting cooler in the morning's. You know what comes next the sickness from school. Yes, Adam has caught something. I don't know what it is yet. I guess we will take him to the Doctor. He has been in and out of the bathroom all night. Poor Baby, It just hurts really bad when you try to do everything you can to make them feel better but, you can't take all the sickness away. I just feel so bad for him when he gets sick. As I am sure anyone who is a Mother knows what I am talking about. Everybody just pray that he gets better soon. Love Ya!

MY New Look.

2005-09-21T20:46:00.000-04:00

So, how does everyone like the look of my new blog? I still have a few things that I want to do to it. Notice that I have changed my Husbands name. We thought it was funny. What do you think? I want to put a picture on here but, my husband and I can't seem to figure out how. Russ, how do you do that? Or does anyone know how? Love ya!

Is everyone glad my husband's back? "I know I am".

2005-09-18T22:24:00.000-04:00

My wonderful husband has made it through his fasting,of BLOGING. I know everyone including me, is glad to have him back with us. He has such a spiritual insight, He just amazes me on how much he knows. "I just love him"! Now he has to go back and catch up on everything that has been going on. I know that he has been tempted many many times. "especially by me", asking him to help me on my Blog. So maybe now I can finally get some help! I know it was worth all that he has done. As his Blog says today was a wonderful day! It was sooooo much fun at the park, and the Ice cream social at Jim and Donna's house. It was even fun watching my favorite sport Football, even though my team lost to Jim's. ole' we'll that's the way thing go sometimes. Jim I'm not mad at ya. We'll I have a hard day tomorrow at work. I guess I had better try to get some rest. Love you all. See ya later.

Another sleepless night!!

2005-09-10T03:24:00.000-04:00

I don't know what is wrong with me lately. I just can't seem to get a full night's rest,since I can remember. I think it's been about 3 weeks now. I am alway's in bed around 10:00 p.m. .I alway's wake up around 3:00 a.m. . I have no problem sleeping during the day. Somehow I have gotten my day's and night's mixed up, but I try to not take a nap during the day like after work. I stay up all day and I still can't sleep all night long. What is wrong with me? Am I going crazy? I don't have worries on my mind. I have gave all of those to God. So it can't be that. I have been sick this week, but the medicine is suppose to make you sleepy. NOT ME! I get tired,but not enough to sleep for very long. What do you think I should do? Go to the doctor. I just want to be able to sleep till 6:00 a.m. That would be wonderful. LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!

Feeling a little better thanks

2005-09-07T12:20:00.000-04:00

Thank you sammy, for the prayer it helped. I still need to go to the doctor,but I am trying to wait till Friday. When I have A day off from work. Jay, and I just love you and Laura Thank you two for being such great friends. Hope thing are going well for you both. If you need us just call. I think I am going to go lay down for a while. Love you both and your family are in our prayers.

I'm not feeling go today

2005-09-06T09:03:00.000-04:00

I have seemed to have come down with I guess A cold,or something. I am trying to break my fever before I have to go to work. I am lucky I don't have to be there today till 10:30 a.m. . Right now all I really feel like doing is going back to bed. So if I am typing out of my head sorry. We had a great Labor day. Yesterday. How was everyone else's Labor day? What did everyone do? We had a cookout at grandma's in Milan. It was such a wonderful cookout. I hope everyone who came had a great time. We sure enjoyed everyone being there. It was awesome! I guess I have to get ready for work. So everyone have a great day,and I love you all.

My dad { My Paw Paw} Update

2005-08-26T07:58:00.000-04:00

We'll, He went back to the nursing home yesterday. That is A good thing, at least he is out of the hospital again. I think this in and out of the hospital thing is going to be his life now. I just have to be ready to go when that time comes. Is what my Aunt told me last night. I have to just learn to accept, that he is getting very old, and everyday he is alive is a blessing. I know he is going to die oneday but how do you prepare yourself, When you know it isn't going to be long till you lose them? He is the only parent I have left, and I am only 29 years old. When my mom died I was only 19 years old just out of High School, I was doing good I had my own place, A good job, but then she past. I remember it like it was just yesterday. I was so young. The one thing that her death taught me was not to take things for granted. Now one of my biggest fears is loss of the people that I love,or is it death that I am afraid of? I really don't know. I just woke up and looked at my husband sleeping,and thought to myself,what A great husband I have. I just had to reach over and give him A kiss. On the head of course. I didn't want to wake him,but I woke him anyways. That's ok. He just woke up and went back to sleep. Then I couldn't go back to sleep, but I guess I"ll go try. I don't have to work today, but he does. Anyways I just wanted to give everyone the update on my dad. God Bless You All. Love ya!

Please God help me let go!

2005-08-23T04:36:00.000-04:00

Hay yaw, Today has been another one bad day. I am trying to keep my spirits up, but it is sooooooo, hard sometimes. Ashly, left again today. I handled that better than I did last time. I know that God is watching over her. I also wanted yaw to know she wrote down all the homework everyone gave her to do. she also said that she would get it done. She is such A smart, little girl,but very confused about her life . After all she is only 11 year's old. She has A very hard life for her to be so young. God bless her! She know''s how much we Love and miss her. On Another note, My Dad has turned for the worst. Everyone that knows me knows that I took A trip to N.C. A few week's ago. The whole time I was there I stayed by his side , and he was getting better. He was so happy to see me. He started crying. Happy tears, but now just two weeks later he has fallen back down again to the worst. I guess that shows how fast feeling good can turn into feeling bad all over again. He is in the Hospital again, he has fluid in his lung and around his heart. He can't breath very well at all. My aunt told me that this time is worst than the last. I am trying to get a grip on myself, and not worry,but I am haveing A difficult time. I am haveing A hard time sleeping tonight. I live so far away, I feel like I am just waiting on that phone call that says that he is gone. I just wish he would just quit suffering. He is a strong willed old man. I talked to Doug after I found out today. Thank Doug you did help calm me down. Now I am at the point that I feel very numb inside. I guess I am just trying to harden my heart for the worst. I know we all have to die,but when you lose one of your parent's you seem to try that much harder to hold on to the one you have left. God please help me just be at peace and let go! I guess I had try to get some sleep for work in A few hour's. I love you everyone thank for all the support you have shown my family and myself. Love ya!

I'M BACK

2005-08-21T02:21:00.000-04:00

This is Ashly I want to thank you for your prayers. I've been praying to, and ''thank God'' I am soooo happy to be back. I love you all soooo much. I thought it would be a long time before I see everyone again. Too bad I'm leaving Monday, but atleast I get to see everyone again. I'm gonna try to come as much as I can. The Lord blessed us all.

P.S
Hi Rusty Toes

Ashly will be here soon!

2005-08-20T14:37:00.000-04:00

Ashly, just called and said, she will be here in about one hour. I am sooooo excited. I miss her so much. I just have to Thank God for finding her A way here. Thank you God!!!!!! I will keep everyone updated on how she is doing. She will be here till Monday, so she will get to go to church sunday. I just can't wait to see her. Love you everyone thank's for all the prayer's.

Ashly may come to visit

2005-08-19T14:54:00.000-04:00

I got A phone call from her yesterday. She said that she misses everyone. Then she asked if she could come to visit this weekend. Of course I an going to say yes. Her mother said that it was ok,but I haven't heard from her as of yet about what time she will be here. So I guess she is going to be here sometime today. I hope we miss her. Her mother's word isn't very dependable. That is what is worrying me. Let God handle it. I say to myself,and it will all work out. Love you!!!!!!!! P.S. Sammy Thanks for being such a great friend to my husband.

I am glad to be home.

2005-08-15T12:04:00.000-04:00

As most of you know, I had to make A trip to N.C. . My Dad was very sick, but now he is doing well. As for you who don't know me my Dad is 85 years old. He has been staying with my Aunt for sometime now. He is just getting old, as we all will someday. It is funny how God work's sometimes. I would pray every day,and night for God to just let me see him for just one more time. Well I can say my prayer was answered!!!!!!! Thank you God. I am very content with vist I got to have with my Dad. I love him very very much. really there are no word's that can explain how much I love him!, but he is very happy at the nursing home he is at now so I have to be happy for him also. I got to spend 3 nights with him. The nursing home had A great big room for me to sleep in but, I just wanted to be with him. I hope and pray he lives for many many more year's, but if he doesn't I know he will be with God, and everyone who has went before him. I lost my Mom, when I was just 19 years old, but I know she is still with me alway's. And so will my Dad when that time comes. He is ready. He has told me that. As hard as it is to accept death. It is something that is going to happen to all of us someday. So now I have to get back to the normal everyday life with my Husband,and Son. God has blessed me. I can't Thank him enough. I love you God!!!!!!!! Also I want to give A great big Thank's to everyone who has Kept my Dad, my family,and myself in prayer. I love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also please keep Ashly in prayer. We haven't heard from her in a sometime now, Please! keep praying that she is doing OK, and is safe. Thank's everyone Love you!!!!!!!!!!

In God's hands now

2005-08-01T00:41:00.000-04:00

Today started out to be a wonderful day. The greatest day of the week. Until Jay, Adam, Ashly and I got home from church. You see for the people that don't know Ashly wasn't our child, but she is Adam's half sister. Ashly came to live with us in August. To make A long story short after we got home she was just ripped out of our loving arm's. Into only God know's what kind of life she is going to have. God she is in your hand's now PLEASE!!! take care of her. I know it's not about me. I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and ground up in a meat grinder. We did what we could do. It's out of our control now. She is back with her mother. I just hope,and pray we will see her again real soon. So please pray for Ashly. God keep her safe in your loving arm's.

ABC's of Friendship

2005-07-31T01:18:00.000-04:00

Accepts you as you are
Believes in "you"
Calls you just to say "HI"
Doesn't give up on you
Envisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Helps you
Invites you over
Just "be" with you
Keeps you close at heart
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your life
Never Judges
Offers support
Picks you up
Quiets your fears
Raises your spirits
Says nice things about you
Tells you the truth when you need to hear it
Understands you
Values you
Walks beside you
X-plains things you don't understand
Yells when you won't listen and
Zaps you back to reality

Today was a great day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-17T23:05:00.000-04:00

Today, was A great day. After church Jay, the kid's and I, went to a cookout at my cousin's house. You see the people who know me, know that I'm from the south. We'll I only have one cousin that lives in Adrian, up here. At least I do have some family here. Today we went to my cousin's house, and I also got to see A few of other people in my family. I haven't been back home in about three year's. I talk to them on the phone , but that isn't the same as being able to touch them, and hug them I miss my family very much especially, my Paw paw. You see he will be 85 year's old this August. He's not doing very we'll. You see my Paw paw is very special to me because, he raised me, or I should say he and, my Maw maw adopted me when I was only 4 year's old. So he's my dad. We'll to make A long story short. It was A great day today because I got to see my Paw paw's sisters, A few more of my cousin's and, A few people I didn't even know. It was just so nice to finally get to see some people I haven't seen in so long. My Paw paw wasn't there but, one of his sisters is going to see him in A couple of week's. So I told her to give him A big hug, and kiss from me. Hopefully I will be able to see him myself real soon. Love ya !

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-13T04:25:00.000-04:00

I just wanted to say Thank you, for everybody blogging about this subject. Hopefully we can talk more about it on Sunday. When more people know about it. We'll it's about 4:30 a.m. ,So I have to go get ready for another day at BUSCH's. I really don't like these early morning's!!!!!!!!!! I'll talk to everyone later. Have A great day!!!!!!!!!!

An Outing For Woman

2005-07-11T14:46:00.000-04:00

We'll I just got home from A long day of work. I have been up since 4:oo a.m. So after I post this, I am going to take me a nap. When you work for BUSCH's you have to work some crazy hour's . I Thank God that I even have A job. They are hard to come by these day's. Let me get back to this idea that I was having. I was just wondering why, doesn't the women of our church have outing's like the men do? I don't even know what we would go do. Does anyone have any suggestions? Has anyother women wondered this also? If so blog me maybe we can get something going.

He's My husband but don't ask me

2005-07-10T07:11:00.000-04:00

Everybody, who knows my Husband, knows what A great guy he is. I know God sent us to be together. He has decided fast blogging. I know will be very hard for him because he loves to get on here and blog to everyone. As for me I think I need to change my fast to. I need the fat of the Icecream, But I don't have any Idea what to change my fast to. Any ideas? We'll I have to go get ready for the place I have waited to go all week Church!!!!!!!!!!! Love ya ole'girl.

The North vs. South

2005-07-02T20:51:00.000-04:00

There's been a lot of talk on someone's Blog about hillbillies. So I'm here to set someone straight.!!!!!!!!!! As you know I am from West Virginia, you know people down south will ask you into there home for dinner even if they don't know you.
They will even will bring you coffee if they get one for themselves!
They will stop on the side of the road and help you change a tire, and then offer you 20 dollars for helping them!
Like people here dont live in trailers!
So the next time you go to Kentucky to find a wife, cross the big river and look for a real wife in West Virginia!!
Love Ya, OLE Girl!!

PS. By the way you rrreeeeaaaalllyy owe me a coffee for this one!!
PSS. Tim Hortons
PSSS. Creamer and three sugars
xoxoxo

Dreams

2005-07-01T05:25:00.000-04:00

I want to know what it means when you dream about MENTOS, the mixed fruit kind, the ones in the roll?
All night long I dream about sitting on the couch eating Mentos, boxes and boxes of them,
not the mint ones, the other ones!!
I want to know what it means!!

I'm going to try it

2005-06-30T20:52:00.000-04:00

This is way out of the ordinary for me.
Everyone knows how quiet I am, so this is out of my comfort zone (as Tom would say).
But if you hadn't noticed, I have started being more social and I'm trying to get to know more people.
My husband made me do this, why I don't know, I guess to help with my social anxiety.